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14. Her pain, his care

I have no idea what my life has planned for me. I just like other girls I also have many dreams but I never imagined it to take place like this and that too with a stranger. I don't even know anything about him.

I never wanted a lavish wedding, I always wanted a simple intimate wedding with only family and best friends whom I love whole heartedly. But that's the irony of my life Prem love of my life cheated on me with my best friend whom I knew when were in diapers. But she doesn't care about our friendship and came in relation with Prem. And when my best friend with whom I have all the memories of my childhood didn't care about my feelings what can I expect from Prem whom I know for only 2 years.

I accept that we both spent a night together in hotel dream palace 3 months ago but that's also true that I didn't remember anything about that night, I was drugged that night and all that happened between us can't become our future it was only past. All that happened that night was just heat of the moment. And I didn't even have the blur memory of that night.

But right now I am standing in front of person with whom I have spent that night and he has kidnapped me and now he is forcing me to marry him.

I wanted to run away from him but I can't even do that because he is a psyco god knows what he will do if I try to go away from him because when I tried to go away from him in his office he kidnapped me.

I was busy in my thoughts when priest asked us to stand up and take phera and that was the moment I realised that now I don't have any option left instead of marrying him.

He grabbed me by my arm and made me stand. He started walking but I didn't and when he turned to me I instantly shake my head in no.

He came closer to me and said in my ear " I guess you don't love your family. Now if you dare to say no me again I will kill your family and fill your hairline with their blood instead of vermillion. I hope I made myself clear to you''

After listening to his words I felt a different kind of sensation in my spine and now tears started flowing from my eyes which I was controlling for a long time and fear was evident in my eyes and face which I was hiding behind my anger.

Now I was left with no choice instead of marrying him because if I refuse to marry him my family have to pay for my stupidity and they have to face this vampire's wrath. He will destroy them. And it is better that one life is ruined.

This is my mistake and I have to pay for this.

I started taking phera with him holding his hand and priest was still reciting mantras but seems that I have lost my ability to speak or listen.

That hall was filled with many people and they all were enjoying this forced marriage no one came in front to rescue me from this devil.

After taking pheras priest asked us to take our seats and asked him to fill my hairline with vermillion and tie nuptial chain.

He gently tied nuptial chain around my neck and his fingers brushed around my skin I felt goosebumps and felt that my heart has skipped a few beats. When he applied vermillion in my hairline some of it fell on my nose and priest said ''this is a good omen, we will have a happy married life with each other''

I said to myself '' happy married life that's not possible this is a forced marriage and I will not accept him and his love ''

After filling my hairline and securing nuptial chain around my neck he moved towards his men and he ordered them something. But I was not able to listen to his words because I suddenly started felling suffocating and stingy pain in my head and everything turned black.

After ordering my men to protect her even at the cost of their life.

When I moved in her direction I saw that she has fell unconscious my heart panicked seeing her in this condition and it felt like someone has stabbed it with knife after realising that I am responsible for her condition.

She deserve everything best and perfect in her life, but I am a selfish devil who will do anything but not let her go away from my life.

This mafia world has made me a devil and she came as a ray of light in my dark life and I don't want her to go away from me. Apart from my family I never trusted anyone in my life but now I want to trust her.

I instantly ran in her direction and picked her in my arms in bridal style. I ordered Rudra to call doctor because I can't see her in this condition. She may fight with me I can bear her anger but I can't bear her silence.

She may curse me in her velvety melodious voice that is acceptable to me.

I instantly ran to my room which is technically her too having her in my arms without caring about anyone because only she mattered to me.

I laid her on bed just after few seconds I saw a lady doctor coming inside.

I gave her some space and she started examine her. After giving her a injection she moved to me and said '' Nothing to worry Mr Rathore she has taken extreme stress and has not eaten anything from a long period. I have given her medicine and will wake up in sometime and when she wake's up made her eat something and she need proper rest. Just take care about this and she will be fine. Nothing serious to worry''

After that I asked doctor to leave after asking her some questions about her health.

After few minutes I called Mala and ordered her to prepare 4 dishes of Indian, continental and Chinese because I didn't know about her taste buds. If I order her to make something and she don't like it then it will be a problem and she has to stay empty stomach for a longer period of time. I can't compromise with her health.

I walk towards her and saw her lifeless body lying on bed, my heart aches to see her in this condition.

I forbearancly sat beside her on bed waited for her to gain consciousness.

But my patience paid me after 1 hour when I saw her opening eyes.

She slowly tried to open her eyes followed by closing it for once again because of sudden light as she was unconscious from a long time.

She opened her eyes and looked around at her surrounding , maybe she is trying to recognise our room.

Seeing her confused face I said "don't worry baby you are safe with me, we are at our farmhouse this is our bed room you fell unconscious in mandap after our wedding"

I gently held her hand and helped her to sit, after making her sit I placed few pillows behind her.

I grabbed the glass from side table and moved my hand towards her mouth and to my surprise she drank it from my hand without throwing any tantrums.

" I hope you are felling better now" I asked her in my politest tone, which is only reserved for her.

" I can never be fine when you are around me, I don't even want to breath in the same air with you" she said with frustration, anger and irritation clear in her voice but hatered was no where to find in her voice and not even in her eyes.

" Ok fine you don't want to see my face I promise I will leave from here but please eat something you are weak you need to have something you have not eaten anything"

" From when you started caring about me because if you did care about me you never dared to kidnapped me and forced this relation on me"

" You want to fight with me, ok you can fight can with me even you can beat me I will not mind it but please have something. You are too weak right now first have food gain some energy and we will fight"

" Stop showing this fake concern about my health when you are the one responsible for it"

" Whatever I do for you is from my heart it is not fake this is my love now tell me fast what you want to have"

" I don't want to have anything, mujhe bas dur jana hai tumse muje un rahoon se un gallion se guzarna hi nhi hai jaha ka har rasta muje tumarhi taraf leke jata hai. "

( I just want to go away from you, I don't even want to go on those roads and paths that take me to you)

" Dekho khana toh tumhe khana hi padega woh bhi mere inhi hato se"

( Look you have to eat, and that too from my hands) I said while coming closer to her and she moved a little back to maintain a safe distance between us.

" Mai unn hatho se kabhi bhi khana nhi kahungi jinhone abhi kuch der pehle mere pariwar ko marne ki dhamki di thi aur mujse jabardasti shadi ki"

( I will never have food from those hands who threatened to kill my family and married me forcefully)

" Look have food otherwise your family has to pay for your deeds and I guess you will not like them suffering because of you" I said to her just to make her eat food. I had to threaten her because I didn't have any other option left.

"NO no please don't do anything to my family they all are innocent"

" I know very well baby that they are innocent and personally I don't want to punish them but you are forcing me to do it" I said while creasing her cheek and to my surprise she didn't try to remove it.

" No I will always obey you please and I am feeling that rats are fighting for food in my stomach will come out if I will not eat now. Please feed me with your hands"

" Good just wait for a minute I will serve you"

After few seconds I came back to bed and again sat in front of her and she opened her mouth without throwing any tantrums and I put the morsel in her mouth and one by one I made morsel of food and made her eat it.

I guess soon this will become my favourite job to watch her while she is eating because when she has food in her mouth her cheeks puffed up and she looks so cute.

I stopped feeding her when I saw that if I will make her eat even 1 bite she will cry because of overeating.

Later than I made her drink water and stood up from bed.

" You don't have to go anywhere and no need to do anything "

" Please can I talk to my family for once they might be worried about my whereabouts "

" No you can't talk to them right now and when it is required I will take you to them and you should be thinking about me not your family after all it is our first night"

" Have some rest and gain energy because a long night is waiting for you Mrs Nandini Advik Rathore"

I said before leaving the room and got her shocked expressions but her flushed cheeks didn't go unnoticed by my sharp eyes.

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